Snowflakes - Two Week Wait

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Hey my darlings,

I have been so terrified ever since you were transferred on Tuesday. For some reason, it didn’t hit me until after the transfer that your life is in God’s hands and my body….and frankly…I don’t trust my body at all. It’s really let me down before.  I’m so scared that my body will turn on you and attack you or hurt you. I really want to meet you on the earth, and not wait until heaven. I know God’s plan is perfect, and if it is best for you to be born in Heaven, then I trust God with you, but I REALLY want you here with me.  I’m so scared….and I think it’s because I love you so much already. Today is 4 days post 6 day transfer. They said that the earliest anyone has had a positive result was when those numbers added up to a 10. Today my pregnancy test was negative…and although it’s still too early to know, I’m praying that tomorrow’s test shows 2 lines for 2 babies. IMPLANT AND GROW BABIES!!!!!

Love,
Mom

(Updated: The next morning the pregnancy test was positive. Only one baby made it however.)